dust is mostly made of human skin

dust is mostly made of human skin — remember how to blow dust away. depression is just letting dust stay. (settling, settling) maybe happiness is clean and tidy like effort. like joy. or messy bright maybe like Holi and gardening but not dusty. never covered in a fine layer of human skin. look everyone in the eye think of anything to say on a sign … Continue reading dust is mostly made of human skin

just trying to figure out who i am

-girl (worse pay cuter butt) -anxious (once an evolutionary advantage) -white (privilege, loss of humanity) -bad at keeping plans, telling jokes -good at wandering, and words -pretty eyes -sun worshipper -lost -child -sister -(shitty)friend -lover -cat parent -woodsy I wonder if writing something takes away its power. like how naming something is a de-mystifying, a form of control. i am writing to get back power. … Continue reading just trying to figure out who i am

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when i was younger, i remember my dad and my mom both explaining why they were too tired to read but not too tired to watch tv. i do not remember what they said exactly, just the sense that 8 hours at a desk made word processing in the evening painful rather than fun or relaxing. zoning out in front of another screen was easier. … Continue reading tgif